Still no word from Drummer Boy, but I get the feeling he hasn’t been on Facebook much at all since the weekend. Mostly because another friend of his has posted some stuff on his wall and he has yet to like it (he pretty much always likes whatever someone posts on his wall).
I’m going to wait a week, and then send him some kind of cutesy message with some adorable animal photo. I want to make sure he knows I’m still interested. I’m so afraid of backing off completely, because it seems like every time I’ve ever done that, some other chick has swept in and I’ve been pushed out. So I’m not going to do that. I’m going to hope that he’ll message me before the weekend. I’m going to hope that even if he doesn’t, that he’ll bring up hanging out when I do message him. Or at least he’ll reply with actual conversation stuff, and not just a smiley face.
All this hope is going to lead to me getting my heart broken again. But I like him. And I feel like this could lead to something really really good down the line.
In other news, I had a really annoying conversation with a guy I’m going to call Music Mouse from now on. I think I’ve mentioned him before. He’s friends with MSG and Drummer Boy, and Zombie Girl and Super Mom both used to date him. He wants MSG and I to do a video for his band, which will be awesome. Except he keeps sending me really inappropriate messages. Last night he was talking about cleaning out the pics on his computer and how many nudes he had. I told him I had to call it a night and would talk to him later, and put my phone in “do not disturb” mode so I wouldn’t be notified of any further messages from him. I half expected I would wake up to find he’d sent me a dick pic, but he’d just offered to. I didn’t respond. Hopefully he won’t message me again, unless it’s to talk about a video. If he’d sent me a dick pic, I would have told MSG exactly why we wouldn’t have been doing a video for him…